HayleeBaybeh

2010-07-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

You wont realise how much that someone loves you
Created on : 28th July 2010
Creator : Aycndygrl

I have a friend, named Farlin. Who will always be with me whenever i need someone to talk to. Who cares about me deeply. Who will entertained whenever im bored. Who will accompany me when i cant sleep. Who's honesty i respect. Who turns thr frown on my face to a smiley one. Easy to say, he would do anything just to see me smiling and alive. Now, everything was used to be. I almost killed myself for being so stupid.

People were talking bout Farlin and I, about us seeing each other, dating. It irritates me that people actually believe the rumous that Farlin and myself were attached. Yes i do like Farlin, as a friend, not more than that. I wasnt really sure about what i heard from people. They said Farlin loves me and treats me as a girlfriend even if im not. Being afraid and stupid, i decided to drift myself away from him, away from a friend that actually made my day, everyday.

There's this one time that my girls asked out. So i did shop with them, without Farlin around me. Unluck struck me while im on my way home with Sarah and Gale. We met with an accident. The two girls got some broken limbs and bruises, and i, was in a critical condition. So critical that my heart could just stop beating while im on my way to the hospital in ambulance.

I woke up from the tragedy, and really felt guilty about the wrong doing towards Farlin i made. I told the nurse to get my cellphone and called up Farlin for me. She gave me that weird look that i wont even want to ask why, but i had to. I told the nurse that i really need to talk to Farlin. Without any words coming out from her mouth, she hand me a note, and then walk away.

With curiousity, i read the letter, and it says......

"Hey pretty girl, its been a long time i last see you smiling wide. Those were the times. Well i guess you would just wonder why am i writing a letter and not being by your side. I have two things to tell you. First, its about the rumous, the one that they said i loved you? Well believe me, its all true. Forgive me if you felt weird, i know its funny that i really want you in my life. I dont have the guts to tell it to you before, because i know you would never accept it.Now, for the second one, i want you to know this from me and not from others. I do hope that they didnt, because this would be the last request from me. I got to know from Gale. So i rushed down to hospital. Talked to your doctor, and he said that you wouldnt make it, unless if you have a heart replacement as soon as possible. And i think you already guess it. I dont care about you drifting away from me. I only care and appreciate the times we had together. And do you remember, you ever told me you wanted to be a writer? I just want you to live your dreams, to acheive that goal you ever wanted and to see you smile wide as ever. Girl, i think its only till here, i wouldnt want to delay the operation, or you wouldnt get the chance to read this, I LOVE YOU <3"

My eye were flooded by tears. How could i be so blind to see that he is someone great to have as a boyfriend? Im pretty sure that sweet talkers would never sacrifece themself for me. 4 years had passed, i am now a known writer in my Uni campus. I am now here in uni as i didnt gave up easily, because i my heart told me not to, so did Farlin. I still keep the letter he last gave me till now and infinity. Whenever my friends have problems with their partners, all i could say was "You wont know how much that someone loves you...... till their gone." I am now appreciate life and living it better. Like Farlin used to say "It is too late to regret, as you chose it to be that way. Just move on and be a better person." I am now living with Farlin, as a part of life, FOREVER i will. I just wish i could say that i love him too...... <3

2010-05-24T18:26:00.000-07:00

0928
25th May 2010
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Ironic Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

This was a few weeks back. I just got the photos from Mai, and i was wake by the vibration of my
cellphone. It is so annoying. I tried to sleep back again, no can do. Damn. So anyway SU and myself had
some incident in this particular bus with this freaking asshole bitch. But whatever, i had to go to school and
meet with the head section of my course. Pathetic. Small matter, twist and turn story and complaint. What the
heck. Bullshit, this is over, and now that ive been recognise by my head section. All i could do is to smile as
happy as possible whenever i see him. Haa fake smile? Went to the train station, and it was suspended. We have
no freaking idea how long we have o wait, and we took bus 5 opposite Eastpoint. Dang it. Skip-skip-skip!
Iron man was pretty awesome. I think i'd talk about this but whatever. And ohh! Mother's day was awesome
too, despite my swallen eye. Sigh! Now i am all awake trying to have a power nap before im all set to go to
school.

And to those freaking sick people out there, stop texting me and stuff. Alright? Stop passing my numbers
around alright? Because of unknown numberes kept asking to be friends, my lecturer for SVE called yesterday
and he got a slight raise voice from me, that aint cool, because i have nt hand in my script (: Okay tomorrow's
Sports Taping Practical and that Sports Admin Marketing Test! ARGH !

2010-05-24T01:59:00.000-07:00

1701
24th May 2010
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ FUENTES Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

He said
"I miss my Babylove, Candygirl right now. I'll be back soon Candy"
Awwww~ Aint he cute!
I cant wait to meet him tonight!
*Dreamland*

2010-05-21T23:51:00.000-07:00

1452
22nd May 2010
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Perfected Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Ahahahh! Okay-okay, as you can see it cleary by yourself. Yes i am still having this "Own World"
habit. Mike Fuentes is my PERFECT BOYFRIEND in dream world. Dang he's hot! Look at him look!
With his little less tattooes colouring his cuteness. Piercings that made him look even hotter. Ohh god! He
is so adorable! By looking at these photo, me and mike. Aint we fit to be together? LOL! Like i said, i am
still in my Own Dream World. So please, dont make any comments about it, support me please! All over
him and annoyed by my speakers, it wont work! >:(

And ohh, even my little brother said we were meant to be together!
As the picture shows it cleary~ We look a like (:

2010-05-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

20th May 2010 ; 1249
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ As a matter in fact Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I had watched the trailer for Nightmare on elm's street 2010.
It was pretty scary that i suddenly recall back what happened
in the scene when i wanted to shut my eyes close to take a nap.
Damn it, and last night was a hell of scary night. I felt pokings
right under my bed and through me, and then i felt the pokings
from my pillow. Who in the world would try to do that?! Its
impossible! And seriously i just shocked myself. I typed this out
and heard a whistle sound. Thank god its only my little cousin.

So i woke up around 0700. Get myself a long shower and
ended up me infront of the computer screen, surfing the net
and playing Nightclub City. School's suppose to start at 0900.
But Arini and I met up at 0945, awesome? NO! Because right
after we reached school, we went straight to the Cafeteria and
bought Chicken chop burger and drinks. Right after the meal,
guess what happen? WE WENT HOME! You see my point now?
Wake up as early as it can be, went to school but didnt not even
attend a single class. Sigh! So anyway i am very very sleepy right
now, which i suppose should take a nap, but im still here infront of
this screen playing Nightclub City and still thinking of what to dress
later on to Nabiin's, Sheeshaa's on Su Princess!

And this is what my club looks like.
I know i know its very very small. But what the heck!
The jerks in purple are making my club's popularity down
DAMN IT!

And i guess im going to take a short nap now. Before its too
late for me to get some rest! People will eventually calling me up
and stuff :/

2010-05-20T17:07:00.000-07:00

20th May 2010 ; 0808
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Plan It Well Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Its a blast to watch this movie!
Pretty awesome for miracles that would eventually happen.
I love this movie~

NEXT! ; NIGHTMARE ON ELMS STREET!

2010-05-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

1457
19TH May 2010
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BUT KARMA (:

2010-05-10T00:37:00.000-07:00

10th May 2010
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Since my computer back home is currently affectted by some freaking virus,
i am now at Ainul's place using her lappy while shes at the couch trying to get some
power nap. So last friday, climbmates and myself head to town to catch ironman 2, like
always they wernt on time. And we got the first row at 2110, yes wow~ At first i was freaking mad
as the time is consuming, i mean, we spent sitting along the sidewalk near to Mac for almost 2 hours?
Dang i felt bored ): But in the end i enjoyed myself, the part that IVan said "i want my BURD" was freaking funny!
Half way through the movie i felt slight pain in my left eye, than i said to myself that i am sure im
gonna get another pain in the eye infection and the thruth had said, i woke up early in the morning with
a freaking huge swallen left eye): And that day, i had to force myself to go the granny's at Sembawang, for
a mother's day celebration, and i dont even feel any regret, i got to eat cakes, delicious indian food
and after that, AWESOME STEAK! that was my biggest meal when i got no mood to munch anything!

Right now, sitting here looking at the screen, and ainul watching Disney channel, i am now
feeling sleepy that im having this feeling that i am lazy to travel all the way to Farrer Park to Climb Asia for
training today, dang, im sleepy, thanks for the cold wintery weather! (: its been a while <3

2010-05-06T06:03:00.000-07:00

6th May 2010
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First of all i am sick of people asking me who am i in msn. I mean, hello?
I dont even know you, so do you mind just shut your mouth and not chat with me?
Ive been keeping myself quiet lately. People are aksing and i know when i said im okay,
you guys know that i lie a little~ I just cant take this pain any longer. The family tree
that i known for 18 long years would eventually collapse. I dont want to see any of us
tripping down, braking any heart nor feel the pain. I just want happyness. Yes, no
one is perfect in this world. I ust miss the old times we had gone through. Please,
do it for Nurul Tijani, shes just a little kid ):

I am now playing intensity in ten cities over and over again. I gess im just feeling really down
today, ive wasted 25bucks for nothing, and eventually i spent more than i wanted.
And if someone could forgive a person, why cnt that someone forgive another person?
That someone you forgive whom you talk bout all the time, whom you wann a spike the drink,
whom you disgrace, whom you said stole your cash. But rigth now, i feel that im the stranger between
us, why? Ive notice this from the start, i should just move on, and maybe die? If only i am ready to,
i would, Dear god, why must i be the victim? I just want some answers ):

2010-05-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

5th May 2010
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Try zooming in if you wanna read what its about
*Krabi Incident*

5th May 2010
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2010-05-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

"I am too afraid to tell you that i miss you"

2010-05-01T03:59:00.000-07:00

Photographer : Chew
Taken during Krabi, Thailand Rock Climbing Overseas Trip 2010
*At a bar along the island*

2010-04-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

30th April 2010 ; 1003
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Phobs Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Hahahh! Old photo, and im too lazy to edit the lightings.
So anyway its already 1004, which means, i am not going school.
I was about to go out of the house till Wiwi texted that she is not going too.
I decided not to go as most of them arent attnding classes too. Damn it.

And thanks to Azri, he texted me and phone vibrated, cellphone hits the floor.
Thanks Azri! So outting today is canceled. Tsk! And i just receive a text message from Suhaila
and suddenly the reception is gone, fuck damn it!

So i am now waiting for Suhailah and Zul to end their classes.
Heading to MDIS to collect the bursary as i didnt attend the ceremony

And now im bored

2010-04-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

29th April 2010 ; 2125
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Candy Candy Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Well, its really obvious that if i were a superhero, i would eventually punch
that assholes face and change it into something that people would puke.
Because of that fucking asshole, my life a trashed. Yes i know its not the end.
But hey, i lost a lot of close friends and a brother. How thoughful of that asshole
to convince people that im the one o be blam. If asshole didnt start, i dont think i
will be this way, fuck you, revenge i tell you, asshoel fuck you till death!

2010-04-26T20:28:00.000-07:00

27th April 2010 ; 1131
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Snorkels Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I MISS KRABI

The times i had there is still in mind playing around
i coundnt even really concentrate in class, dang it~
cause over at krabi you can do anything you like
snorkling with friends till someone gets almost drown as the bestest memories
ghost or no ghost, i am sure to go there again
Deep water soloing? yess i shall try to conquer a lil bit of my fear :D

2010-04-26T20:26:00.000-07:00

27th April 2010 ; 1127
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Facts Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Its obvious that you like that someone,

but sometimes, you just know it,

that you and that someone will never end up together

2010-04-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

11th April 2010 ; 1212
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ And They Call It? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I kept on having him running around in my mind
Its like "Shorty 's like a melody in my head" <3
He could be my melody?
And i would love to keep it that way for as long as i could
it other words, forever? (:

2010-04-10T03:28:00.000-07:00

10th April 2010 ; 1831
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Awesome Shit Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄

And i fucking superbly love my raybans~
Esspecially the one above, i love the colours! ^^

And i like the background in this photo.
Its as if its been planned out, but no (:

2010-04-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

10th April 2010 ; 1357
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ LoveCrush? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

HE is very very very very very very cute (:
Be mine? No? Yes? :o

2010-04-09T20:36:00.000-07:00

10th April 2010 ; 1149
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ I ♥ Krabi Thailand Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Cant deny it, hearing the word krabi makes me high!
That 5 nights and 6 days trip to Krabi with climbmates
was superbly awesome! We stayed at this resort called Paasook,
where i met my thai boyfriend, named Dhey ♥ too bad that i
didnt ask him to snap a photo with me): but in the end, he and his two
friends gave me a thai name, Phatun, and i love it! ^^ Dhey and myself
had a real conversation, unlike those wannabe-s girlfriend of his, they
didnt get a chance! ;p He asked where am i having my dinner, what
time will i be back and stuff, awwwww~ ♥

So i couldnt sleep for the first nightthe fan in the room isnt working -.-
Called Dhey to check it out, and the fan did work a while, after
Dhey was gone, its not working again :o Nightmares began to crawl on
us, Su, Nut and myself, i heard door squeeking open over and over again
and a few other strange noise, it was fucking sary i tell you! What more
the room we had was very close to the jungle and guess what?!
There's two banana tree fucking close to our room :o One was near the entrance
at the strairway, where you seriously need to go under it to pass tru to get up
in our room, and i found out that the other one was at the back of our toilet,

and its effin BIG! No wonder the other day, i wanted to pee, urgently, i
couldnt control my blader anymore, and when i was about to pee, the lights turn off!
i ran out from the toilet with my shorts down(: and to be honest i pee-d without closing
the toilet door ^^ i was almost showing nude to Zul, he was standing outside our room
and the door was wide open, luckily that my tee was long enough to cover XD

We went up to Hafiz's (Kumar) and Sharil's room, to pee, and Su, did her BIG business
HAHAHAHAHAAAA!
to be honest there's alot to talk about krabi, but i guess im just annoyed by my left eye
I got eyelid infection :o and its hurting me ): I guess i just update bout it more when im
missing Krabi and my Thai boyfriend, Dhey ♥ and ohh!
photos i shall upload, not done with resizing and i find it hard to upload after 3 to 4 pictures -.-

2010-04-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

2nd April 2010 ; 2305
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Home Sweet Home Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Ahhhhhh~ Eventhough i enjoyed there
Somehow it feels good to be home <3

2010-03-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

27th March 2010 ; 2336
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Vacation Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Flying over to Krabi
Be back by 2nd April
And i shoud start repacking
Mwahhh loves
<3

2010-03-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

26th March 2010 ; 1846
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ This Is What I Call A Friend Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Thanks for turning up my smile Alfa
You made me smile! I appreciate it
ALOT <3

2010-03-25T18:21:00.000-07:00

26th March 2010 ; 0926
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Aycndygrl Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Trying my best to pack my bagpacks
Leaving Singapore on 28th, Sunday
Going off for a week
Leaving Krabi on 2nd April

Now let me just say something here
I dont fucking entertain immature, esspecially if that immature is an adult
go ahead and do whatever you want now
i know im not part of that thing anymore, and im glad i am over it
and i dont bother to fight back no more, it sickens me
you may say or keep on talking about me now, you have my permission
and it pleasures me if you do(:

Do refuse to think about this stupid thing
I know it is just a waste of time to keep on being mad about
Cause i know i would have an awesome time "holiday-ing" and training soon
a week on an island in Thailand is way better than your vacation (:

2010-03-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

25th March 2010 ; 1353
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ FAIL! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Oh My Gucci Goshhh!

2010-03-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

25th March 2010 ; 1348
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ What The Hell?! Ahahahh! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

You shoud watch that episode when patrick got a job in Krusty crab
You'll understand (:

2010-03-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

25th March 2010 ; 1345
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ CCTV Like This Would Be Awesome Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

2010-03-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

25th March 2010 ; 1339
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Take Note Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

2010-03-24T03:48:00.000-07:00

24th Marcvh 2010 ; 1850
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Equipsx Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Im still mad with that fucking fucker last night
I was so mad that i think i dream of me burning killing him down
Damn it, i wish it was real, like seriously. If not of a friend didnt tell me
about this, i gess im going to be the fucken one till whenever
So shall thanks that friend of mine
But what the fuck, i wont let it bother me that much right now
because i know it would waste my time away more than ever
just to let that fucking fucker know that
if you want people to respect you as what you are, please for god sake
RESPECT OTHERS TOO
from what i know, youre just a stupid fugly adult with no respect to others
as your always acting like a kid, like how you used to be in your young years
grow up will you? youre already engage and i assume youre gonna get marry soon
so why not change yourself and practice to be a husband and a father
because with your fucken attitude, by postig those stupid fucking facts about me on your facebook aint
gonna get you anywhere, why not tell it to me? common, you can do better than that
you got my digits dont you? fucking fucken fucker! (:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

And so i woke up early today just to get to school
to collect the equipments for my krabi trip this coming sunday
Oh my gucci! like serioulsy, dont know if i could survive there
but at the same time, i am excited to get into that airplane with my ricking mates! (^^

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Talked to Fa****** last night
He was being so annoying and was like "answer me or i'll hang up"
he counted to 5 and *TOOT-TOOT-TOOT*
lucky me, i didnt talk to myself
*hp a little kind of suckish, theres not even a beep whenever someone hang up
So than he texted "Hehee"
At that point of time i was half way to dream land
And so he called up again and talk
And he hang up again and called again
And i said "I wanna sleep" and he was pretening to sad
LOL! somehow i find him cute doing that
but seriously, i wont make the fall and inserting those hopes to our friendship

2010-03-24T03:41:00.000-07:00

24th March 2010 ; 1844
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Daddy's Angel Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Gorgeous
Awesome
Fun Going
♥ RICH ♥

2010-03-22T23:16:00.000-07:00

23rd March 2010 ; 1427
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Superhero Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I had enough time to stress around bout shits those people create
Seriously i feel like slapping their faces with pig head, Grrrrrrrrrr~
Let me explain to you readers why am i so mad these days oke?
If i were to do a wrong and get the blame i understand, but for this
while i dont htink i did any stupid fucks that they hate! And honestly
i might as well did those fucking shits they hate if i know that i would
getthis even if i didnt do so, right? so fucking childish! So what if you
got a role there? it doesnt mean you have to be harsh to me! Why arent
treating the others like how you treat me? Ohh i know why, youre just
choosing people you like, right? Or is it that youre scared? Whooo~
Trying to scare me off huhh? Why not you just post it on my wall?
Seriously, i'll be glad to leave too, and yes, this was in my mind for
the past few weeks, before you decide to say those fuvks to the other fucks!

(:

~~~~~~

If i could be a superhero, i would be glad to be one

With a tiara on to at least show some girly girl out of me
But remember it aint just a tiara, whenever i throw it to you, you'll turn into a stone

Powerful eye sight, where you can se as far as 5639823071029303 km
powers like laser beam shooting out from my eyes

Which whenever youve been hit by m gorgeous laser beam
you'll turn into purple and act like a big baby!
BOOOHOOHOOOO!
^^

The End

2010-03-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 1221
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Rumour Much? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Lets get back to 2010's countdown shall we?
Get ths right people! I dont like you people to keep
talking bout what happen to me on that day. Esspecially when
its all FAKE! This is what happen, I** came up to me and asked
who am i to S***, in a NICE TONE! not in a serang way or harsh way or
whaever it called! So DONT pity me and get your FACTS right! Anyhow make story!

*i do appreciate people having pityness on me sometimes, but not in this case*
Sorry guys but i just hate it!

GRRRRR~
When i am NOT happy

I'll do bad stuffs

If you dont want your face to be like this

Better shut up and stop talking bout me

2010-03-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 1207
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Aestheticly Optimistic Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄

I got to Mai's facebook and i found out there's some photos
of me rock climbing. Wow! Wahahahhh!
That's me practicing absailang, pardon me people
i have no idea on how it spelled like

I got no idea who took this photo
So whoever it is, credits goes to that someone (:

2010-03-21T16:40:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 0744
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Daddy's Girls Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I wanna be Angela
Cause i like to do what i want and like to do
Its as if we got the same thing in common ;D

Having a hot elder sister with me would be nice
she can take good care of me if we're in L.A
with no parents around!

Gosh! It feels so great to have your own apartment, like seriously!
Watch them last night, a marathon!
I feel so hurtful to see how they can get what ever they want in a blink!
Nyehahahaaa!

But i am still Angela in my own world (:

2010-03-21T16:18:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 0728
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Dating Calendar Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Aint it cute?
I bought it just to adore it ^^
And now mummy think i really have a dating calendar
FULL with guys name 0.0
Nyehahahahaaa ! ~

*Sorry image quality aint good, i scanned it*

2010-03-21T16:09:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 0712
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Rockin Mates Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

28th is so near right now :/
Yes-yes im going Krabi with my climb mates for a week
Will be back on 2nd of April? Yeah it should be on that date
Goshh i cant wait to get there, but as far as i know
Right now im feeling pretty scare 0.0

So uhmm you guys all pack and set to go?
Cause i aint, nyehahahaa!

2010-03-21T15:53:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010 ; 0707
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Red Yellow Blue Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Can i have these for my 9teen birthday Mummy?
Esspecially that yellow shades (:

2010-03-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

21st March 2010 ; 2010
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Unity & Solitude Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Wasnt looking forward to go to work today
But after all i did enjoy myself listening to Helmy's story at work earlier today
I guess his the Edward Cullen at my work place
Aint telling where exactly im working to everyone(:

I was blogging this half way when i heard my uncle laughing happily
Decided to check whats so hilarious
WIPE OUT was on teevee!
LOL! looking at those people trying so hard to win the money was so funny!
It crack up my funny bone!
They look so confident yett they fell off from a thingy, LOL!

Anyway, that photo above was taken by one of my BUDAK THAI
Thats me and shillah in photo (:
Credits to Zahin

2010-03-20T05:33:00.000-07:00

20th March 2010 ; 2037
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Fuck Yeahh Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

A photo taken during beach fiesta the other day.
Yes yes i never stop pretending to have a tattoo.
Well i was bored and so i decided to draw myself a butterfly on my tummy(:
Anyway ive got my naval pierced, it is now one month plus old
It would look even better with my stud in that photo, hehh~

So in a few days time, im off to Krabi, Thailand
Awwww~ I know some of my dear friends wish to meet me before i go for a week
And right now, at this moment, i am not feeling that well
Grrrr~ Thank god i am not working today

Ohh i bought a bagpack that looks pretty awesome
Since i cant bring my Adidas sling bag to krabi
I got to buy a bigger bagpack, and to tell you the truth i swear i cant wait to visit krabi!

During the last training, my foremuscle are still weak
That i couldnt climb that well
And so i cant continue to climb, and i got that lead fall
%#@ ! fuckin scary!
And i enjoy doing that pro-cee-king *dont know how to spell* and absailing

2010-03-14T11:27:00.000-07:00

15th March 2010 ; 0230
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ POKER FACE Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I'll get him hot, show him what i got ;D

2010-03-14T00:12:00.000-08:00

14th March 2010 ; 1617
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ Oh So That Youe GF? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

I saw that OLD EX DATE just now.
And the display photo was a picture of him and the gf.
And then it hits me, i remembered that the other day
i bumded to him and the new gf of his round tampines.
And he was like 0.0 and i was like rolling my eyes.

To tell you the truth, i thought you were going back with
your ex, cause seriously your ex is way better than the new one
no offence, but seriously, most people thinks so too.

Stupid, i tell you go caus ei want you to be with ex
not the new one. pfft whatever. as long as youre happy
and as long as you know that i wont be smiling at you
get that in mind asshole (:

2010-03-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

14th March 2010 ; 1531
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ ONETWOTHREE Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

ALONE AT HOME
BORED
WORKING AT 1800
END AT 0000

TOMORROW'S TRAINING
AYUN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

2010-03-13T06:33:00.000-08:00

13th March 2010 ;2234
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ BEING EVY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

A story i created, hope you guys will enjoy reading it(:

I was raise up by my beautiful single mum, whom never fail to shower me with her love and care.
I was a strong and energetic teenage girl, sacrificing my life getting beaten up crucially to defend my
family, friends and esspecially my mum from tragics of getting beaten up by men. I never cried for a guy
ever in my life, i know that it is all a waste of time showing them the tears when they dont even care. And
i have always said "There is no point crying for someone that doesnt want you no more". Until one day that
i realise, it is not always right to hold back the tears, esspecially for someone you really care for. Im Evyyana
Isabella, i am 18 and this is my story~

It was a cold morning, my clock tiks 6 and there goes the alarm. I jumped out of bed and as always did
my normal routine before i head to school. Im living a few meters away from school, its pathetic, but somehow
im feeling pretty lucky that mummy bought a house near to school, it was breezing outside.

Looking at those couples going to school together gets me up to the point of being envy. Yes ive got dates.
But i dont think they are the right ones. Why did i say so? I got dumb by them for doing nothing they hate.
I guess my bad in this thing call love. I decided to get a best friend instead, and there is is standing at the
School gate waiting for me before we attend our class. He is a tall chraming blue crystal eyed guy. No he dont
look like Edward Cullen, if he is, i wouldnt be his best friend. Like what my girl friends said, he is way hotter
than that guy from twilight. And that is how i get the girls starign at me everytime im close to him, he is
Zimmy Russ.

Ive been friends with Zimmy for more then four years. People said im crazy that im not falling for him.
Oh god, i feel so alienatic when people ask me that kin dof question. I keep on denying, till one day,
i dont know what got into me, out of the blue, i admit to myself that i have a crush on him, well kind of.
And it all started when this camping thingy organised by my cousin, rachel.

As always, Mr Alec, the class adivor was leturing us about most of us skipping school. So i texted rachel.
Evyyana "Kill me, im bored!"
Rachel "LOL! Mr alec?"
Evyyana "You got it, so what's up?"
Rachel "Planning a camping trip for our next cousin gathering?"

As i was about to reply, best friend threw a paper to me. The note says "Help! Im bored!". Not
having the guts to have another detension by Mr Alec, i ignore Zimmy and continue with my conversation
with Rachel.

Evyyana "Oh wow, sound awesome! Might having a new member?"
Rachel "You got a new date?! OMG! Who is it?! Tell me girl!"
Evyyana "Stop it bitch, im talking about my best friend dumb"
Rachel "Oh that Mr Edward? Sure thing honey"

*RING!*
Suddenly Zimmy shouted "Finally! The bell!" I look at Zimmy and he gave me that winky eyes.
Here we go, to the mall instead of staying school for lunch and definately not to Mr Alec's next class.

Evyyana "Beep you again soon Rach, gtg"

Zimmy grab my hand and pull me out of class and jump in to his awesome ride. And off to the Snack bar.
Evyyana "So my cousins having a new outting"
Zimmy "Where to this time?"
Evyyana "Camping?"
Zimmy "HAHA! All the best Evy,all the best"
Evyyana "All the best? I told my cousin youre coming, so you got to come no matter what!"
Zimmy "Gosh Evy, youre always doing this to me"
Looking at Zimmy with an attitude and he added
Zimmy "Thats why i love my best friend"

Hearing that 3 words coming out from him. Oh god! Not only butterflies in my tummy, i feel like there's a lion
roaring in me. I acted normally and as soon as we're done with our meal and our "Shopping spree" is done,he
drove me home and i went screaming in my room. I know, im weird, i could bare with that scream trying to
yell out of me. Shall i skip till the camping part? Maybe i should.

Rachel "Where are you?! Look t the time now! Dont you dare to tell me youre still at home"
Evyyana "I dont want to, but i have to, im waiting for pretty boy to coe fecth me"
Rachel "OMG! Okay fine, i see you at our camp site alright?"
Evyyana "Alright, see you during the camp fire then"

Looking at the time, it was already half pass 6. Missing all those trekking, so much of an adventerous camp.
And as soon as i said that, Pretty boy horned.
Evyyana "Oh wow its still bright!"
Zimmy "HAHA! Im sorry Evy, i overslept"
Evyyana "Called you, try to, but still not awake"
Zimmy "Well, you know me, im a heavy sleeper"

Not wanting to waste time no more, we drove off.

Nolen "Hey guys look! Its the superstar, Evyyana Isabella!"

I looked at Zimmy and thank him that, for his late i got the blame and labeled as as "Superstar".

Rachel "Oh my god Evy! Youre just in time for the camp fire!"
Evyyana "My bad, pretty boy had an incdent"
Zimmy "HAHA! I apologise for Evy's late attendance"
Rachel "What can i say? Youre still her best friend"
Evyyana "Well, Zimmy this is Rachel, Rachel this is the pretty boy im always talking bout"
Rachel "Nice to meet you Zimmy"
Zimmy "Nice to meet you too" saying with a big pleasent smile.

Having that thing call jealousy crawling up on me. But who cares, Zimmy's my best friend and Rach my cousin.
What can go wrong, right?

Zimmy "So Rach, what are you doing for life?"
Rachel "Im an art student in Fine Art High school"
Zimmy "Impressive"
Rachel "Inspired by Evy"
Zimmy "Wow Evy, wow"
Evyyana "What can i say? People depand on me"
Zimmy "So Rachel.."
Rachel " Zimmy, you can call me Rach"
Zimmy "Alright, so Rach, why do you organise this camp? You like to camp?"

And so they talk and talk, and i got kind of pissed off. So i went in my tent and got myself a power nap
bofore we head for our night walk. Which i didnt expect it to be worst than the camp fire, well it does.
We were climbing this little steps when suddenly Rach shouted and almost fell down the steep steps.
Zimmy did the hero thing. Ran up to her and catch her before she hitsthe ground. Wellyou guess it, he did
that eye contact with Rachel. Rachel feeling umcomfortable and decide to cancle off the night walk. We head
back to our camp site and as i was about to settle down, Rachel and Nenny went it.

Nenny "You alright Evy?"
Evyyana "Huhh?"
Nenny "Come on Evy, you dont have to pretend"
Evyyana "Huhh?!"
Rachel "Its about Zimmy"
Evyyana "What with him?"
Nenny "He's been trying to have a flirting session with Rach, cant you see?!"
Evyyana "Chilax, its obvious, im not dumb, so its an issue?"
Rachel "To me it is, Evy you told me you like him, im your cousin so im not going to.."
Evyyana "So what's that got to do with you being my cousin?"
Nenny "We dont want to see you in pain"
Evyyana "Because of Zimmy liking Rach? Common girls, no pressure"
Rachl "Seriously Evy, i know it burns inside you"
Evyyana "No it isnt"
Nenny "Damn it Evy, why must you be so harsh to yourself?! Admit it!"
Evyyana "What? Hell no, im alright, seriously"
Rachel "Whatever it is, i wont entertain that pretty boy, and i want you to confess to him tomorrow!"
Evyyana "Girls, please.."
Nenny "Honey, stop whatever yuore trying to do okay, if he hurts you let me know, i shall help you out"
Evyyana "What?"
Nenny "Okay Rach im done talking to her"
Rachel "Evy, what we are tryng to say is, we want to see you happy, thats all"

Leaving me alone in the tent, i kept thinking. Yes i like Zimmy, but he's my best friend. And If i try
to confess to him, what if he wont accept it? This will change, and i dont think i am going to be
Zimmy's best friend no more. I rather stay best friend with Zimmy and let him love whoever he wants.

The sun ray shines into my tent. That is went i decided to get up from my sleep. Everyone's with their big
bagpack all packed up. And yes, i forget that today was the day we went up the hill to have a new camp site.
I panicly pack everything and join them. With no breakfast and climb that steep hill, seriously its a killer.
On the way up there, i saw Zimmy was flirting with Rachel again. Well i can tdeny, they look happy together
though. I kept it positive by thinking that what makes Zimmy happy, i have to be happy for him. Finally
Nolen and Ryan found a nice place to set up came. I exhale happily and settle there unpack and had our dinner.

Zimmy "Hey Rach, could i talk to with in private?"
Rachel "Sure?" Looking at me misteriously

They went up in the woods where i reallt cant see eventhough i tried my best to peek. In my mind, i was thinking
how it would like to have your best friend and your cousin as a couple. Oh my god, i cant even imagine. I got up,
took out my sleeping bag and went it to Sheila's and Nolen tent to sleep.

Zimmy "Wake up lazy head wake up"
Evyyana "Youre early today? Whats got into you Zimmy!"
Zimmy "Come i want to show you something"
Evyyana "No thanks"
Zimmy"Come on girl! Come on!"

With no other choice, i drag myself out from my tent listening to others snoring, i was really cursing
Zimmy deep inside me. There i saw a picnic.

Evyyana "Whats this?"
Zimmy "A picnic?"
Evyyana "Come on, you can drag Rach instead Zimmy"
Zimmy "Why would i?"
Evyyana "Zimmy im your best friend, i know you"
Zimmy "Well, it seems that you dont know me well Evy"
Evyyana "What? No, i know you too well"
Zimmy "HAHA! you have always make me laugh when im down"
Evyyana "So im a clown to you, well thank you very much"
Zimmy "A cute clown?"
Evyyana "Okay, why are you all mushy?"
Zimmy " Just look at the Sunrise will you?"

Well actually, i am so excited that he said that im cute! I try not to fall for him deeper, how knows, he did this
maybe because i wants to talk to me about Rachel? You know, win my heart in talking bout her to him.

Evyyana "Oh! mashed potatoes! Where the hell di dyou get this up here?"
Zimmy "Magic"
Evyyana "What the? What ever it is, i thank you for bringing this here"

I was about to dig in, Zimmy pulled the can of mashed potatoes from my hand and said

Zimmy "This is mine, the one in the black bag is yours"
Evyyana "Its the same, gimme that!"
Zimmy "Sorry , i already start eating this, you have to eat that one instead"

Without having any thoughts in mind why is Zimy all fishy with the mashed potatoes, i grab it and start
to eat it all up. Half way in getting m tummy full, i notice that i bite something. Its a note saying

"Evyyana Isabella was such a nice best friend to have for 4 years, almost 5 yeras now to be exact. I have
been keeping a secret from her, and i think it is now to let her know, and i know this is the right time too".
Confusion, i see question marks flying around me, i got no clue from that note.

Zimmy "Evy look at me"

Evyyana "Whats this?"
Zimmy "I have been keeping something from you"
Evyyana "What is it?"
Zimmy "I dont know if you would accept what im going to say.."
Evyyana "Tell me already!"

Zimmy hold my hands, look me in the eyes and say "Youre such a great girl Evy. I spent time with you too
much that i suddenly notice that this is not how best friend should"

Zimmy "Evyyana, i want to end this friendship with you. Im done having you as a friend, i cant take it
any longer, it kills me"

I was mad, very very mad, how could he end our friendship just like that?! Oh god! Just because he now
knows about Rachel's existance, doesnt mean he have to end our friendship!

Evyyana "But why Zimmy? Why?! Why do you have to do this?"
Zimmy "Im sorry Evy, ive found a girl i li.."
Evyyana "How could you? Well since we are not going to be friends, i got something to say to"
Zimmy "Shhhhhhh, you'll wake everyone else"
Evyyana "I dont care anymore Zimmy, i cant lie to myself, i like you, very very much. In fact i got i crush on you"
Zimmy "Evy.." saying that with a smile
Evyyana "Since youre doing this to me.."
Zimmy "Evy, Shhhhh! You have not read the letter fully"
Evyyana "There i snothing moreto read Zimm.."
Zimmy "I'll read it out loud for you"

Zimmy "The reason why i stayed single wasnt because of you being single too. The real reason was i want to be
yours one day."

Evyyana "What? Oh my.."
Zimmy "Now that i know you have the same feeling, it kind of boost up my confident to say.."
Rachel and Nolen "Go Zimmy"

Looking at them clueless. And Zimmy continue on
"You made me fall for you you, you get prettier in my eyes, each time i see you"
Nenny "Oh please, get it done with Zimmy!"
Zimmy "I want you to be mine and only mine, forever Evy"
Evyyana "Oh my god, Zimmy, is this for real?"
Zimmy "Will you accept me to be your best boyfriend ever?"
Evyyana "Yes! Yes! Definately yes!"

Miracle? No, this is what i call a worth for a very long wait. As i hugged Zimmy i heard applause and
Someone shouted
"OMG! Is that tears rolling down Evy's Cheeck?!"
Rachel "IT IS!"
Nenny "Girl youre crying!
Zimmy "Tears of joy, right baby?"

Zimmy keeps on smiling to me and kissed my on my forehead.

Zimmy "Baby, i know how much you hate to cry for a guy, i promise cant promise you that.."
Evyyana "What?"
Zimmy "Because i now there will be plenty tears of joy when youre with me, i love you Evy"
Evyyana "I love you too"

And so Rachel pretended that she knows nothing, so as the rest, wonderful cousins i got. I am now happily
married to Zimmy Russ with 2 healthy twin babies, a boy and a girl, named Andy Russ and Ixora Russ. They
are now 2 years of age, im happy with Zimmy as my husband for 2 years, and tears of joy never fails to appear.
That is my love story, how about you?

2010-03-13T03:05:00.000-08:00

13th March 2010 ; 1907
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ SECRETS OUT Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

And i was about to tell him *not the guy above in photo* bout that thing.
HE went to my blog and read that two post, damn it!
I asked him and he said he did not click on my link, HAHAA!
Cant lie, i cn detect people! damn it!
AHAHAHHHH! oke now im feeling soo dumb

AND i hurt my hand!
I wanted to reheat the chicken, i on the stove and the gas too high thn it brst ti fire
hit my hand, and complaint to everyone that is chatting with me, walaooo ):

2010-03-12T23:47:00.000-08:00

13th March 2010 ; 1559
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

So after along break, i am actively working again. Well not that active.
Yesterday was my first day after so long. Start at noon and end at 6.
Went to Bugis to meet the rest and off to Haji Lane.
My cousins was so slow, and i accidentally off my cellphone.
Due to wanting to save up batt. So i on it quickly and Yaya called.
Luckily they already know where to go. Some flirting session start to occur.
And it was between akid and my dear cousin, rymah, i was like 0.0
As they intend to take a photo of my cousin to go to sleep with, ahahahh !
Dumb kids~ So anyway, donald duck incident was nt suppose to happen actually.
I ferget what i wanted to say, so there it goes, donald duck~~~~~~~
Oke shu up guys, hehhs~ We girls, cousins went for dinner at zamzam
while the guys is still sheeshaa-ing, So there this one guy kept turning around to look at rymah.
Rymah was like "Aye, aku takot!" and yaya and me was like "AHAHAHAHHH!"
Suddenly a girl came up to us and talk to rymah asking for her number.
I was eating my Murtabak peacefully till i turn to 0.0 due to Rymah saying
"Ohh sorrry~ Im a lesbian" While pointing her fingers to me -.-
I shall thank you for that rymah, asss kau~

After yaya ad rymah made a move, something came up to me.
Ohh boy~ The way he **** ** ***** *** and the way he **** ** *****
made me like him even more,ahhhh fuck whatever~

So anyway
HAPPY BITHDAY DEAR HERMAN
lets turn legal fast shall we?
So we could watch M18 movies and other legal stuffs! ^^

2010-03-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

13th March 2010 ; 0049
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ S♥wh♥td♥w♥c♥llth♥s? Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̵̨̨̄̄Ʒ

Oh god, i never had the intention to fall for someone like him.
I mean i didnt expect that it was him that i like.
Maybe this feeling is aint that alienatic like i thought?
I hope i wont regret telling some friends about it.
The only reason i told them is because i have TRUST in them.
But there's a problem, he is seeing with someone right now.
Oh gosh why would i ever fall for him?
I mean i know myself, the way he care, very cute.
I try to avoid having a crush on him. But the more he cares the more i fall for him.
Damn it Ayuu, i should be careful before i fall for someone.

And so i thought a friend of mine put me aside, not being caring toward me nomore.
As soon as i wanted to type that out, he msn me asking if im alright (:
Im glad you did dear friend. And about that secret, let it still be between us alright?

2010-03-11T04:08:00.000-08:00

11th March 2010 ; 2024
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PARTY
♥

After a long week of hard studying, it pays off quite beautifully. Writing For Business was the first exam i got to
sit for, it was prtty much easy, common, its all those basic english and format, its as the same as you're taking
english test. Fundamental of Fitness was on the second day. Time start, i flip and flip and stare at the paper
blankly! Oh my gosh! I panic, and try to do those easy ones first. And for being so clever, i studied one of this
formular for Heart Rate thingy but what the fuck, i cant recall even after i tried to draw out the formular on the exam paper. I was so desprate to asnwer, and guess what?! I decided to make my own formular, ahahahhh !
Then the 3rd and final day of examination, Sport coaching was the last paper to sit for, it was so fun doing that paper, even though i was like burst those answers for questions on basketball! How the fuck would i know about
basketball, if im a climber and i dont even read those content in SCT book durin revision, wahahahh ! Wth right!

So we was hurray-ing because we wont have to stress ourself by studying like mad anymore, now its a school
break, we can have a little fun, and so i visited my friend, Mr Zirca and Miss Rebel. With a few of friends. And i swear my legs are killing me, after i got back from the club. I could'nt evenmove my leg. See, this is all because of you wearing a 4 inch narrowed heels, and dance continuously. I felt the cramscoming b, but what the hell, got
high and just dance! Rigth now i have many things to blog about, thinking back, i wont bother. I wont want to
waste my time typing bou those fucks here, and i am still feeling tired even if i had rest for the whole day!

2010-03-06T08:38:00.000-08:00

BUSY
Exams Week
Be Back Soon

2010-03-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

4th March 2010 ; 0008
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ROCK CLIMB
♥

Wasnt able to attend for Monday's training at Climb Asia due to me black out out of sudden.
Making Ikah and Arini panic. I was lucky to have them around me t that point of time. Gosh~
I am sick and tired of having those black out. It hurts once you cut your lips with blood flowing out alot

So anyway, Wednesday's tranining is at school. I was scared to use the harness cause of my tummy
It hurts alot oke. But i try to climb once. And out of my surprise i was leading my way up so fast than i usually can, without any resting, and that reallyexcites me, ALOT! i felt so strong you know, LOL! So was waiting for

the briefing for Krabi Thalinag trip, i did another lead climb. And yes i did it again, effin happy! But i got stuck at the top cause i was vibrating cause i am very caution of the big fall i would get if i miss the the last tile.
But in the end, i completed two leads today (:

Few more days to Krabi Thailand's Climbing Trip! CANT WAIT!(:

And thank you mama for buying that adidas 3/4 thights for me. Whoooa~ Its black and pink and i like! ^^
Mwahhh mama! ~

2010-03-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

4th March 2010 ; 0000
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TRUE FRIENDS?
♥

The moment that a friend said “You got to choose your friend wisely”

You’re already thinking that they care.

he moment that a friend said “Your mistake is, you made too many friends”

And again, you’re thinking that they are the right ones for you.

How would you feel when that friend of yours lied to you?

And you really made them think but they refuse to be in the wrong.

You try talking things out, but they seem as if they don’t even care.

So what did i do wrong? Where did i go wrong?

I really take them as my bestest buddies. But it seems that i am not theirs.

Right now i really feel like changing myself.

What i don’t like, i shall let it out loud. Whats the use of putting up a msile but people still hates you, right?

2010-03-02T09:24:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2010 ; 0125
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DRESS!
♥

Ohh my Coach! I received the dress i bought online a few days back
and it was PRETTY!
i love it soo much!
now that i got that dress~ baby girls, lets go party!
Nyehahahahaaa ~

2010-03-02T09:16:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2010 ; 0118
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DEAREST SHIQAH'S
♥

Engagement between Nurul Shiqah (Our lovely little darling) and her fiance Adi Putra
Was a success~ Alhamdulillah
Ohh my Gucci! I am very happy for her as she finally found someone that treats her the way
she should be really treated
Got to the engagement event and had lunch there, since Qid Sab and myself were late
Very very late~
The tulang's nice and yummy, it would taste much more awesome if its still hot!
But im syukur that i got these stuffs existing in my life
And i know dont know what am i talking about

2010-03-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2010 ; 0101
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HOLD IT RIGHT THERE!
♥

ONE QUESTION TO GUYS (:

If you guys can be in another new relationship after a few days of your break up
Why cant girls?

Whooopss~ Hold that thought!
Youre saying "guys are different"

What makes you guys think that guys can do so, but NOT girls?
PLEASE EXPLAIN
if you guys can explain that, thn i shut my mouth
Thank youu (:

2010-03-02T08:37:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2010 ; 0050
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BABYLOVE
♥

Stupid daddy always ferget where he had put the baby (:
Nyehahahaaaa~

Dont like what i post, GET OUT NOW

2010-02-27T09:39:00.000-08:00

28th February 2010 ; 0144
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BLEED
♥

Someone set me up on fire, You came along to cool it off.
I shoot you with everything i got~
Looking at those crystals rolling down your cheek, i know i bleed you to pain.
I didnt mean to spill those words to you.
I tried killing myself with every possible way that i could get hurt.
It is still not as harmful as what i did to you.
All i could do now is to regret it my whole life

My second so call poem i creat myelf (:

2010-02-27T08:54:00.000-08:00

28th February 2010 ; 0055
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QUIZ FACTS
♥

Personal Info
Name : Ayuu Fatyma Bte Norman
Age : 8teen going 9teen
Date ot Birth : 14th September
School : ITE College East

Have You
Piercings : Yes
Tattoos : Yes, but fake ones (:
Hair Dyed : Yess
Painted Nail : Duhh ~
Drunk : (:
High : :
Tipsy : -.-
Detention : Yes

Favourites
Colour : Pink
Drink : Lemon Tea & Ice Milk Tea
Food : Yummy food
Shop : Shops
Actor : Taylor L
Actress : None
Singer : Gaga
Footballer : Fab Baby
Skater : Ryan S Baby Darling

2010-02-26T21:05:00.000-08:00

27th February 2010 ; 13287
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BRIGHT
♥

First of all, i apologise for not being updaing. Been busy with school and training. What's more, exams is on the
8th March. Damn it, got to really concentrate now.

So anyway, yesterday's Fundamental of Fitness (FOF) test was alright. The least was i could answer those
questions, and my last minute revision was worth it. Did i tell you, i fall asleep during the test, half way.ETP's
presentation on monday, and fuck yeah i dont know anything bout the last presentation. Thanks for volunteering
for helping me out Haq, i would turn out to be a mad woman without any help from you.

Got a jap yesterday. Seriously i never thought it hurts this much after Nad punch me right at the injected area.
Now it is swallen. Now it hurts to sleep lying o the right side. Accidentally bumb something on my upper right
arm, it hurts like hell i tell you. All thanks to Nad for making me suffer. Revenge is on the way dear, you dont laugh at me. AHAHAHHH!

So we were eating at this foodcourt around downtown. The tv's showing the winter games. And we were lie laughing like hell to the event called "Curling". LOL! Haikel mimicking the person sliding that big rock thingy with
interesting facial expressions, lol! cant stop laughing. And i wanted to bowl after meal, everyone have to bowl
using the injected hand. It would be much fun that way. But too bad, they insist and went karaoke. I got home
with Bell and met Zafis in the bus. I studied alone yesterday, i know, wow~ Then waited for qid and zani to
come down. Now that my hand is killing me, i shall stop typing. Byee

2010-02-23T17:40:00.000-08:00

24th Fevruary 2010 ; 0957
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ALICE
♥

Since i was a little girl, my favourite character shall always be that pretty girl, Alice
It would not be Alice In Wonderland if there is no Alice.
SHE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ROLE IN THIS MOVIE (:
I would really love to have a life like hers.Life's being a teenage girl full with imaginary adventures and creepy cute friends.
Having the most exciting experience no one else could ever get!
Now tell me how wonderful would that be?
Now that she is now 19 and i'm turning the same age too.
Oh please, i am so excited to catch the new alice in action!
Watching while i imagining that i am her in the movie!
Wouldnt it be great?Oh Alice, i love you so much.
Cant barely wait for you to be out in cinemas!

Catch Alice in Wonderland Movie starting from 4th March 2010
♥
and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!”

WATCH THIS TRAILER EVERYONE!

2010-02-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

22th February 2010 ; 2311
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THE ONE
♥

As beautiful as a buttefly skying out in the garden.
As gorgeous as the wide blue ocean.
As dazzling as the stars sparkling.
As hot as the flame's burning.
And that is MY MUM ♥

She took good care of me for 9 LONG MONTHS in her tummy.
She did not give up on me eventhough i bought pain to her.

With her love and care, she gave birth to a healthy baby girl,and that's me.
She continued to shower me with her love and bless.
I learnt how to walk and talk and write.
18 years had past and i can really see that she is trying so hard just to continue to pour all her love on me.
Then i realise without her, i would have been a healthy girl.
Without her, my life would be so different.
Without her, i wouldnt have exist in this world.
Thanks mama for bringing me in this world.
Giving me the chance to feel how's life is.
Letting me see the world in natures way.
And thank you for loving me till now.

I am sorry if i failed you in any way.
I am sorry if i hurt you in any way.
I am sorry if i am not what you expect me to be.
I am sorry for giving up on you.
I am sorry for saying all those bad stuffs towards you.
Seriously, i dont mean it all, and shall always regret in doing so.
I tried to hurt myself like how i did to you.
By knocking my hand hard on metal poles.
By kicking my wardrobe door till i smashed it bad.
Even by punching my own face......
it wont be as hurtful as i hurt your heart~
I PROMISE you mama, i shall try harder to be a better person
JUST FOR YOU.

i cant be any luckier not to have a mum like you mama

ALTHOUGH THE WORLD IS A DARK PLACE FOR ME
WITH HER I SURVIVED
AND SHE WILL ALWAYS BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE NO MATTER HOW HARD IT TAKES
I LOVE YOU MAMA, FORVEVER ♥

2010-02-21T14:53:00.000-08:00

23th February 2010 ; 0659
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WISH LIST IS ALREADY OUT
♥

I know that my birthday is still a long way to go.
Well actually that is the purpose, so that you guys could save up a lilttle to buy me what's in my wishlist *excluding #5* ♥
I want a kitty very very much! pretty please? ^^

2010-02-21T07:19:00.000-08:00

22th February 2010 ; 2344
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FIRE YOU
♥

You're just like the fire. You're friends like the wind.You kept on going missing whenever you're friends physco
you to leave. People will tend to look at you, cause you attract their attention by your glowing flame. Whenever you need someone to be with, you will then look for me to keep you alive~

- Aycndygrl

2010-02-21T02:21:00.000-08:00

22th February 2010 ; 1839
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MOVIE
♥

Eventually, i did stay at home. Well i wanted to go to Haziq's place last night. Thinking maybe
i could get some sleep there. But Zani was being so caring that i just ferget whatever is scaring
me. I have no idea what i exactly saw last night. Not wanting to know, i called up zani and watch
some DVDs. "The girl next door" was so freaking awesome to watch. Like seriously, it's so not
what we expect it to be, but its very romantic. Basicly it's about a teenage guy. His a nerd, a chairman for something, so it's obvious that he's clean and have not done any wrong in school.
One day, a hot girl moved in next to him. The girl's room was exactly next to his too. Something happen on that night. After all those bad stuff, Matthew the nerd was in love with the girl, not knowing that she is a porn star. And that is why i say, this movie is romantic in a way. That guy accepted Danielle for who she is. And not even looking at her as a porn star. Awwwww~ But its M18, like seriously (:

2010-02-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

21st Febraury 2010 ; 0022
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Waking up early on a Saturday was worth it since Youth Olympic Games's (YOG) training session was fun. Didnt regret attending it at all. Now what's the name of the trainer again? I think it's Chairul, sorry if i get
your name wrong. He was open, let me rephrase that, too open that it is so fun listening to his presentation.
So it ended at around one, which im supposely to be going with my climbers. But since they mute-d themselve
go home and eventually when i reached home, i fell asleep on th couch. Now that is what i call tired from
trying to study. Heeee~ So i got up from my short nap, and look for victims online to chill. I saw Hazeeq and
asked him to ask the rest. I cooked myself a meal (whoooo~ as if) as im frekaing hungry from morning.
Hazeeq texted and wasted some time online and meet up with the res around half pass five. Cant deny, so im
going to let the truth out~ It is freaking boring just now. I cant study, i cant chill i cant even entertain myself.
Weird huh? So got myself a meal again, at Macdonald's and Hareez called to ask for help to pick him up from
Vivo City......

Okay now something cam eup and its buggin me like hell. Sorry for this half way post. Seriously i got no mood
to continue to blog. Byeee

2010-02-19T06:21:00.000-08:00

19th February 2010 ; 2221
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FOR NOTHING
♥

2010-02-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

18th February 2010 ; 2337
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RC TEE 2010 ?
♥

♥

So hows my hard work?
I drew this design this morning, since PAPA SMURF said he wants it by today
End up i am still keeping this to myself
Papa smurf papa smurf
And he hates it when i call him Papa Smurf
AHAHAHHH !

Give it a comment oke by belove readers (:
Ohh i got no more tagboard, but you could comment it on my formspring ♥

2010-02-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

18th February 2010 ; 2209
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SHARING WHAT I LOVE
♥

♥

SEPHORA
i love Sephora
Sharing what i love with you and making free advertisement for them ♥
Sorry i got no photos for the products i recommend
*I got bored and did this so i didnt took a photo of everything*

♥ TRY THIS ♥
***********

Scented Spray
Scent ; Vanilla Creme Brulee
*Comments from friends*
"you smell yummy! seriously if youre a food i would eat you up"
Rating by Aycndygrl ♥♥♥♥♥

Scent ; Chocolate

the other one was Toffee scent if im not wrong

Last bought it with the nett price of S$10.00
*Small tube bottle*

Shampooing Shampoo
Scent ; Strawberry
*Comment from friends*
"your hair always have very nice strong smell, what shampoo youre using now?"
Rating by Aycndygrl ♥♥♥♥

Last bought it with the net price of S$15.00 if im not wrong
*Very cute round bottle shape*

2010-02-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

18th Febriary 2010 ; 2100
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HAVOC
♥

♥

I am so excited to go to school yesterday after a long long unentertained holidays.
Thought it would be a grest one, but no.
Got to go school late, due to Miss Arini, took her own sweet time to the busstop.
Ran one round on track which we are suppose to run 4 rounds.
Head to Nood's Cafe and got myslf Cheese Fries.
Got to know that ETP's lecture is cancle.
So i decide to call up Camelot's Camp Center to ask if i could get my pay for the belaying i did at Changkat Changi Secondary.
Flight a cab with Arini and Hairi.
We reached in a few minutes and search for the person in office whom answered my phone.
Too bad there's no one.
Waited for sometime and finally someone answered.
He ashed a question, "Are you guys really sure that someone answered your call?"
And we were swearing and keep on swearing that there is someone on the phone just now.
And the boss goes "There is no one in the office, everyone is on off today, and i just reached here"
I was so pissed off, so as Arini an Hairi.
I am so freaking pissed off that day, no pay from the camp and from the bank.
My goodness i keep on cursing and cursing till i annoyed Arini and Ikah.
because i not yet got my pay. damn it.
And the girls continue to annoyed me by saying "The gosht whom answered your call will knock on your window"
Had enough negatives in one day.
Went for my training as i usually do, and something really got me burst out my anger.
I wanted to shut that someone up by cursing vulgars too.
Seriously i would really want to, But when i look at whose next to that person, it was the coach.
I did not do so because i respect people on the blue mat.
My Mama & Daddy thought me to respect people since young.
Respect everyone even if they are younger than you.
I apreciate my Mama & Daddy's time to thought me that so i apply it by not embarresing you.
But dont blame me if anything happens to you.
Because youre already pass my limits.
And i could just stand up and just give you a blu black on your face if you continue to do so.

2010-02-16T15:07:00.000-08:00

17th February 2010 ; 0712
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IZZ, AHAHAHH!
♥

♥

I was waiting for the clock to ticks half pass seven
So then izz was online.
We stop chatting and out the blues i receive a text from him saying~

"Fatyma, Cb sia. I went to your blog after so long.
Read read read then got this butter-zirong.bs link. I clicked siaa. Cb. Terkejot siaa!"

AHAHAHAHHH !
IZZZZ! Youre like the second person to complain me in with vulgars
AHAHAHHH! now everyknows youre kaypo (:
Kidding~ Hehhsx

2010-02-16T14:38:00.000-08:00

17th February 2010 ; 0703
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AND HE CRIED
♥

After some time, i finally made up my mind.
He is the guy and i really want to make him mine.
Im searching everywhere, to find him again.
To tell him i love him and im sorry bout the things ive done.
I findhim standing infront of the chruch.
The only place in town i didnt search, he look so happy in his wedding suit.
But he's crying he's saying this......

"Girl ive missed your kisses, all the time but this is twenty five minutes too late"
"Though you travel so far, girl m sorry you are twent five minutes too late"

*and i dont want this to happen to me, for sure*

2010-02-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

17th February 2010 ; 0009
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ADORE
♥

♥

How i wish i am fair as her
Damn it, too much outdoors activities!
But i got no other choice :/
I will be freaking tan afte that training trip to Thailand, Krabi ♥
ARGH~
Okay i feel so les cause i think i really fetish her
Nyehahahaaa~

2010-02-16T07:48:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 2351
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A FRIEND
♥

♥

Well, he is just a friend of mine
Some stuff happen and we kept a distance between us.
I remembered that whenever he said he misses me and asked if i am too.
Which i will absolutely say no.

I got online straight away when i got home.
And he said hello
We talked like we were last time.
And i said "i kinda miss you"
And then he said "LIKE FINALLY"
and gave me an emoticon smile
and he said this too!
"Oh yea..i miss staring at you. :')"
and i hate it when he does that
so i gave him that kick icon in my msn
my favourite icon ♥
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-02-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 1924
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BALOOONS ♥

♥

Awwwwww~ Eventhough the mouth is a lil bit screwed and the legs are wide apart.
Thanks fir for trying veryhard to draw me a cartoon(:
Lovelove

2010-02-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

16th Feruary 2010 ; 1905
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RANDOM ♥

Got no idea on why i had this in my mind.
Sudennly i remind myself bout me being down due to some boy problem
*HAHAHAHH! BOY PROBLEM*
So yeah i got dumb, and i was crying
and i remembered one of my classmate said
"Cheer up okay girl, dont cry, there are plenty fishes in the pond out there"
and then my other friend said this with a very disagree/disappointed/blur face
"But some of the fishes ugly, i dont want"
and then i laugh like as if i didnt get dumb
AHAHAHHH!
i miss my secondary classmatesx ♥

2010-02-16T01:46:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 1756
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HOLIDAY MUCH ♥

♥

I can really say that my Chinese New Year Holidays is freakin' lame.
Well, i stayed at home for the past 2 days, including today.
I got to nothing ese to do expect to online and/or clean up my room.
I decide to go online everytime im bored, but evntually it ges bored too.
So the only choice left was to clean up my room.
Did that bit by bit and i got tired of it, and so i decided to sleep and sleep and sleep.
Today, finally i got to clean up my room half way.
At least its better than not cleaning up. Got bored so here i am online and currently listening to MLTR ♥
I know, too old school. What can i say, i kinda like old rock musics. Fuckyeah awesome i must say?
And again ikah, i apologise for not going out with you today.
My pay's not in yet, so got to say home, which is suckish, alot.
I guess everything happens for a reason.
If my pay were to get by today, i would be outside spending and wasting money
and not going to even touch the stuffs in my room which suppose to be in boxes.
NYEHAHAHAHHH!
i love me for cleaning my room, even if its half way
my effort! i love me!

2010-02-15T22:33:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 1439
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AND HE SAID ♥

Ex lover said
"C'mon~ you deserve a better guy, im not good at all"
And he made me to tear up )':

2010-02-15T22:17:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 1429
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I STILL PLAY WITH BARBIE DOLLS ♥

♥

OH MY GOSH! Look at that Gaga Doll!
I would get one if Singapore has it!
Aint it cool?! Fuckyeah awesome! There's more designs of that Gaga Doll
I can say that this is one of my favourite!

Yes, believe it or not, i am still playing with barbie doll
I got a few on my shelfsx (:

2010-02-15T08:07:00.000-08:00

16th February 2010 ; 0009
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HOT CHICK ♥

♥

No seriously i find this outfit both so hot and effin cute!
ADORED!
Should i get this outfit ikah?

2010-02-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 2353
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PICK UP LINES ♥

Well, i am currently chatting with that dumb "Ricky Martin"
And we was talking bout picklines
And one of his line was......
"argh i lost my phone, i dont know where i last put my phone, could you ring my phone?"
and i was lik 0.0

try harder oke fir XD

2010-02-15T04:20:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 2039
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FOR FUN (:

♥

HAHAHAHH!
Sorry fir, i just got to upload this ;D
Compare peopl, aint my drawing is as close as to his pose -.-
Stupid ricky martin, NOT (:

2010-02-15T04:18:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 2019
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CUPID OUT OF JOB ♥

2010-02-15T01:13:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 1719
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IRRITATING BUSTERD!

http://butter-zirong.blogspot.com/

Argh~ fucking annoying talking about people on blog
Like so fucking cruel, putting up photos and stuff

WTF?!

2010-02-14T23:54:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 1555
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GAGAGA ♥

2010-02-14T22:03:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 1404
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ENVY US ♥

♥

Dear Diary

Having those nostalgic moments wasnt what i expect to happen.
Right now, i dont know why every single bittersweet moments drop by my mind.
Why do we have to go seperate ways? Why?
Why cant we just go on with what we already got?
Why cant we just stay together and be that awesome couple we used to?
Why cant we still make other couples envy on us?
I miss getting people to eye on us whenever you and i walk pass them.
I miss being the coolest girlfriend with an awesome boyfriend.
I miss the sacrifices i made just to meet you :/
Now that you had moved on, i guess that happy ending i predicted would not ever happen
Not even in my dreams~

Ayuu Candygirl ♥

2010-02-14T10:57:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010 ; 0339
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BAD FUCK ♥

Okay seriously i really have a bad tan-line
Grrrrr~ i wish i was at St John's tanning with the rest yesterday
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck :/

2010-02-14T08:13:00.000-08:00

15th February 2010; 0015
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IT AINT FUNNY IDIOT! ♥

♥

I miss school, no seriously i miss having the hard time to get up just to be in school for morning classes.
Grrrr~ i cant wait for wednesday! And im currently waiting for su bell azzed and zul to come to my house.
Fuck it guys, i called you using my house phone, no answer, i told you to reject and not to answer whevever im
using my handphone to call cause im like felt with only 1cents! And there you go, no balance left, wtf?! i cant
make miss calls and cant receive calls from people, fuck it ! FUCK! at least with that one cent i cn still connect to
people and i know who tried to get to me, fuck it! FUCK! ARGH! FUCK! STUPEED PEOPLE! i dont care,
buy me a packet of ciggies fucks *mad face* ARGH !

2010-02-14T07:12:00.001-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 2320
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AWAITS ♥

Fucking bored. Am now waiting for the west people to come down my area.
Ahahahh ! I feel so lucky to have friends like them, LOL!
Okay now i just got to wait patienly, hmmmms~

Okay i cant wait, BE FAST GUYS!

2010-02-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 2151
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FORGIVE ME ♥

Im sory if im always giving you hard times
Im sorry that i acted like a stupid fuck towards you
Im sorry to make you mad
Im sorry to make you disappointed
Im sorry to make you feel sad
Im sorry for making your teas rolled down your cheeck
Im sorry for what ive done
Im sorry for what i said to you

The truth is......
Ive been always feleing guilty whenever i did wrong toward you
Even if its as tiny as a gran of sand
I really do feel the guilt
That would eventually makes me wanna do something
Something that can hurt myself
But i willnever ever feel the same way your heart hurts
Im sorry, very am sorry
Forgive me please

I L♥ VE YOU MAMA )':

2010-02-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 2148
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TRYING TO SING IM YOUR'S ♥

♥

Aint he adorable?!
Awwwwww~ cough and scratch his nose XD

2010-02-14T05:10:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 2128
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SHOULD I ? ♥

Okay seriously i love that levis watch.
But i think i better let it go
Argh~ So short of money
Should i sell it off?
Of cause for a lower price
Where's my pay for January?!
ARGH!
need to use that money for my training at krabi on march :/

2010-02-14T00:29:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 1641
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SHECKLER ; MY OWN WORLD ♥

I dont think i could hold on to this secret anymore
Ive been dating Ryan for quite some time now
I just dont want to tell you guys cause you know, paparazzi ?~
He just made the proposal, awwwww~
And we're getting married like an hours time
I can say that he is a responsible guy and a daddy to our baby boy
And we named him Audi Sheckler ♥
I canT upload our baby's photo right now, not the right time
Ryan's too scare to loose baby Audi
So to prevent from kidnappers, he decided not to tell it to the media
Aint he cute? So responsible
Yett, sometime i look at Ryan
he aint that hot, ahahahhh ! But i still love you okay Ryan?

Okay got to get dress, Ryan's gonna bring me out for Valentine's dinner
I cant wait!
Okay, seriously got to go now, baby Audi's crying
"RYAN! MAKE THE BABY'S BOTTLE PLEASE!"

2010-02-14T00:23:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 1623
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HVD ♥

♥
i insist to celebrate valentine's
but somehow i wish he was next to me right now :/

2010-02-14T00:06:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 1608
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COLOUR ME ♥

♥

Glad that everything's fine now~
Got to admit that its kind of silly to have a conversation through our Personal Message
Well, now all i hope is that we would be as normal or maybe better than ever
I love you friend ♥

Anyway, i should be at St John's Island right now with Arin Elfie Haziq and the guys
Too bad i got to stay home and clean up my room
*which i am suppose to do it now instead of posting this* :/

It sucks to clean evrything up in one day
Ergh~ I hope that this moving out is worth of cleaning my room

And this zachh kept on begging me to meet him
The reason? Because he got no plan and got nothing to do -.-
I wanna get out of this house, but i got to clean my room
and i got no $$$$$$ to buy ciggies
i got ulcer, hic is killing me, and ive been keeping myself quiet since i woke up
and im too lazy to get dress
HAHAHAHH !

and finally~
he surrender! ahahahhh !
Sorry zachh, maybe next time okay (:

- Ayuu Candygirl

2010-02-13T23:52:00.000-08:00

14th February 2010 ; 1553
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ALL MESSED UP ♥

♥

Grrrrr~
I got to start to cleam up bit by bit
Gotto do this quick
Moving out soon (: